Oh this head of mine. It keeps messing me up all the time. And though these thoughts of mine and all the pain they leave behind. So i will try to swallow my pride. pretend i don't need you by my side and act like everythign will be alright. so why do i still feel so bad tonight? Now the emptiness i feel. i keep picturing myself. this can't be real so i'll wait for the moment to arise. for you to act like i am really alive. Like a pawn still trying to breathe. This all can't be as it seems. Whenever they ask, i havn't a clue. I just know that i havn't seen you. But i figured it out. You left on the light. So i try to come by your house even though i knew you'd be out. So i will keep on writting these songs. Somehow it helps me to get along. Oh this head of mine. It keeps messing me up all the time. And though these thoughts of mine and all the pain they leave behind.